Hey yall,

I'm petee. They/them — I let people get there on their own.

i think in seasons.
things break, and things get mended —
not with time, like they say,
but with intention.

i spent a long time starting and not finishing.
turns out that's wiring, not a character flaw,
and wiring is workable.
this page is me, finishing something.

i go to nature to get out of my own head.
toes in the river, hands in the soil,
a garden out back that eats my weekends,
tomatoes i'm weirdly proud of.
most days the noise in here is background.
some days it's the main show.
so i build to quiet it down —
a homelab that runs the house,
a small machine that remembers what i forget.

* * *

there's a working version of me too.
operations, supply chain, the part with a résumé.
i came up from the floor of a soil company
to running the whole thing,
and learned to build the whole
instead of patching the parts.
if that's why you're here, it's next door.

otherwise, stay a minute.
i believe in the absurd.
most things don't matter — and that's not despair,
it's the freest thing i know.
so: love intentionally. do a good job anyway.